Why do you love God?

Why do you love God?  Why do you worship Him?  Really?  Do you love and worship Him because of His love, grace, and mercy?  Is your love for Him rooted in His capacity to help during your direst straits, particularly when you face a daunting task?  Do you love and worship Him because of how He has so richly provided life, food, finances, and relationships for you, even healing you?  Do you love and worship Him because how He exchanges fear about tomorrow for hope, truth, and wisdom that you can share with others?  Bottom line: What motivates you, not just to join His family but to keep on loving and worshipping Him when your world falls apart; or would you even continue to love and worship him.  John wrote, “We love Him because He first loved us.” 1 John 4:19 (NKJV) He took the initiative, and we responded—but what motives us to continue to love Him?

Connie and I believed our love was genuine upon marriage; 56 years later we recognize our current affection surpasses its initial form.  My current adoration for Connie transcends her initial affection for me, her character, her actions toward me, or her looks, though I still find these qualities appealing.  I love her now because of who she was as a person.  So why do you love your spouse even if they, like Connie, have graduated into their reward?

Dallas Willard wrote in his book ‘In Hearing God’, I fear that many people seek to hear God solely as a device for securing their own safety, comfort, and righteousness. For those who busy themselves to know the will of God, however, it is still true that “whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it” (Mt 16:25, ESV). My fervent desire to discern God’s plan for myself could stem from self-preoccupation, not genuine care for others or God’s honor.

Frederick B. Meyer writes in his book ‘The Secret of Guidance’, “So long as there is some thought of personal advantage, some idea of acquiring the praise and commendation of men, some aim of self-aggrandizement, it will be simply impossible to find out God’s purpose concerning us.” Nothing will go right in our effort to hear God if this false motivation is its foundation. God will not cooperate. We must discover a different motivation for knowing God’s will and listening to His voice.

Our spiritual life consists of more than just rhetoric or behavior.  It certainly must include gratitude for all He does for us. Yet, God finds the greatest pleasure in what flows from the intense love in our hearts for Him.  What does God see as motivating you to love Him with all that you are?

I have Labored in Vain

Transforming lives, mine included, or those within my sphere, represents one of my core values. We all share a profound wish to impact our world. Sadly, it is when a person feels like they cannot make a positive difference, they often turn to making a negative difference by becoming an addict or hurting someone in their path of life.

I eagerly await any indication, however subtle, that I’ve effected a transformation. Reflecting on my history, I hope to find instances where divine purpose empowered me to effect change. But I can’t see the end product. Time often erases potentially significant shifts. My best efforts were directed toward God, not toward changing things; this consolation prevented my defeat.

Did Jesus experience such emotions? Thousands of years after He lived, died, and ascended into heaven, we can vividly see the huge changes He made with His life AND death, AND resurrection. Was His human side’s experience such when He embodied both deity and personhood? Consider His experience: He was tempted in all respects like ourselves. (Hebrews 4:15) We rarely consider His feelings during temptation as we experience them .

We read little about Him feeling like He wasn’t making a difference. He wouldn’t complain? Why? He was focused on Him relationship with His Father and wouldn’t allow all He felt to be verbalized. So do we know if His humanity ever struggled with feeling like a failure?

Isaiah penned a complex passage with unclear references to the individuals involved. However, it is commonly accepted that the conversation written in Isaiah 49:1-5 was prophetically written as between God the Father and the Messiah while on earth. Among what was exchanged there, verses 3-4 read, “And he [Father God] said to me [Jesus, the Son], ‘You [Jesus, the Son] are my servant, Israel, in whom I will be glorified. ’But I [Jesus, the Son] said, ‘I have labored in vain; I have spent my strength for nothing and vanity; yet surely my right is with the LORD, and my recompense with my God.’ Isaiah 49:3-4 (ESV) Reading that made me weep! Our Lord truly felt as you and I and essentially said, ‘I am leaving it all in Your (Father) hands. I will trust You (Father) for my reward.’

Unfortunately, we humans are trained to focus on rewards for our efforts. Our objective will dictate the reward. That reward may be anything from approval or acceptance, feeling loved, to a paycheck—or a significant change. This exchange Isaiah prophetically wrote teaches me I must work out of love for my God instead of a reward from man.

Paul wrote, “And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.” Colossians 3:17 (ESV). He again wrote, “Bondservants, obey in everything those who are your earthly masters, not by way of eye-service, as people-pleasers, but with sincerity of heart, fearing the Lord. Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ. For the wrongdoer will be paid back for the wrong he has done, and there is no partiality.” Colossians 3:22-25 (ESV)

Desire

We’ve all seen it, probably experienced it.  A young guy has become infatuated with a young lady.  He desires to be with her as much as possible and make her happy.  On a scale of 1 to 10 (10 = high), his desire level is a 10.  But for whatever reason, she does not share that same level of desire for him.  She exhibits a slight desire, perhaps a three or four, resulting in shared frustration. He is frustrated because she doesn’t desire him, and she is frustrated because she feels he is smothering her.  The reality is that he is not able to make her desire him, nor is she able to make herself desire him, even when she knows he is an exceptionally nice guy who could provide well for her in their future.  So, eventually, they avoided each other.

This occurrence manifests in every facet of life. You desire a certain job, but the owner doesn’t desire something about you. Consider the connection between you and God, or between your friend and God. God’s desire for you and your friend would be at a level 10, while you or your friend desire to be intimate with God is at the other extreme. We often desire pleasure, independence, power, or whatever else. However, God patiently massages your or your friends’ desire to become more compatible with His. In some cases, people’s desires change, and in other cases, they never desire Him enough to surrender their kingdom, where they are king or queen, to His kingdom.

Contrary to the way we typically think, God is more interested in our desire to be close friends with Him than He is in our performance or knowledge about Him. His ways are not our ways. His value system is not the same as ours. Perhaps the problem is that we want Him to get involved, but He doesn’t do as we wish. Like all of us, He wants to be loved for who He is rather than what He does or can do. He knows if He works a miracle for us it will distract us from seeking Him for who He is. In a sense, we want Him to dance to our rhythm, but He insists on us dancing to His.

Why would He refuse to dance to our rhythm? He operates a different kingdom and knows we would never be content in His Heaven until we submit to the values and ways His kingdom is founded on. Long before this world was formed, His kingdom was established, and it will persist even after the planet’s fiery demise.

The interesting thing is, we can’t make ourselves love Him as much as He insists we love Him, and He honors our free will enough that He won’t make us love Him. If we don’t pay attention to His nudging and drawing, we will be left out of living in His kingdom. “For no one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws them to me, and at the last day I will raise them up.” John 6:44 (NLT2) The crazy thing is, we can become so obsessed with what is going on in our lives that we ignore His drawing when He does tug on our heartstrings.

To what degree would your current actions prove your love for Him? He gives us time to grow in our love for Him but we must continue to allow His Spirit to increase our love for Him. Jesus said, “And you must love the LORD your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your mind, and all your strength.” Mark 12:30 (NLT2) Ironically, the more we love Him, the more abundant our life will be. I’m still learning that. Interestingly, I’ve come to love Him more after my wonderful wife graduated to be with Him. I didn’t think I could love Him more, but I do, and my joy has increased. If you want your love for Him to increase, simply respond quickly when you sense His nudge. Your love for Him will increase as you respond to His love.

If I could go wrong, how might it happen?

Only once has a guest written my blog. Terry Brown, part of our Nebraska Network Leadership Team a few years back, wrote this article for fellow ministers. It has resonated so strongly with me that I edited it some and, with his permission, am sending it out to a broader audience.

We, as the church, occasionally have to re-examine a difficult situation that tests the integrity of gospel ministers and their work. Our names are largely unknown, but some of our colleagues are famous, leading to their stories spreading rapidly online.

I watched a video recently on YouTube published by a site called “Grunge.” That doesn’t sound too appealing, but a video titled “Televangelists who were worse than you imagined” caught my attention. The internet hosts a multitude of these video types. After watching it, the questions arose in my mind, if they went wrong, how did it happen? A more important question then followed, that being, if I could go wrong, how might it happen?

This question warrants prayerful consideration with the Lord. We want to be successful. Can enormous success ultimately lead us to going wrong? If so, how might it happen?

We want to be significant. Might this cause us to manipulate others and situations to elevate our standing among our peers? If our peers view us as important within our social groups, can their praise potentially lead us astray? If so, how might it happen?

We don’t want to be insignificant. Can feelings of failure lead us to ultimately go wrong? Can the accolades of the crowd lead us to ultimately going wrong?

We want to have sufficient financial resources for our family and our future. Our skill sets can, for some, provide substantial financial resources in return for our work. Can an unbalanced focus on these things ultimately lead us to go wrong? If so, how might it happen?

We want our prayers to be answered, especially when we need a miracle. We may even have a reputation for often having our prayers answered in a way that could be called “miraculous. Can this lead us to believe that we, more than others, have a connection with God? Suppose heaven’s answer is not what we desired. Could these circumstances lead us to ultimately go wrong? If so, how might it happen?

We want to have fulfilling relationships with others. Can these relationships, good or bad, contribute to us ultimately going wrong? If so, how might it happen?

We get so good at what we do that we seldom ask God for help any more. Can our competence and skills ultimately lead us to going wrong? If so, how might it happen?

It may be good for us to look within at times to consider this question. To begin well is of no value unless we also end well.

Vulnerability

I am strong and very committed—except when I’m not. A great person is great—except when he/she isn’t. If we are honest, we all have our weak spots, times when we are most vulnerable. Vulnerability often strikes when goals remain elusive despite persistent effort. We are also more vulnerable when we are feeling defeated, depressed, or disconnected in some way. When times get tough, we become willing to try anything to reach our goal, pushing boundaries to do so.

Each of us has different circumstances, and our vulnerability wears a different mask, but it plays the same song and dance. Since I have the most experience in occupational ministry, I will draw illustrations from that area—but again, vulnerability plays the same song regardless of the details or circumstances. Periods occurred where my leadership felt stagnant, and my efforts yielded no perceptible progress. My focus would be on identifying and innovating church life’s deficiencies. I’d explore successful approaches used by other pastors. I was tempted to bend the rules to escape our monotony. These were periods of testing for my character.

My considerable experience in church work has shown me the rise of new teaching fads, practices, or leadership approaches, and the birth of excesses in certain church life spheres. Boredom spawns many desires, with people seeking any sort of excitement.

I was recently intrigued by what Paul wrote in his second letter to the Corinthian believers. The fourth chapter implies he almost gave up, but a reflection on his ministry’s progress revitalized him. He saw the abundance of God’s mercy that led him to get engaged in his ministry. Simply put, he was thankful to God. Gratitude is a remarkable source of regeneration of heart and mind.

I wondered what thoughts occupied his mind during moments of discouragement. He referred to “shameful things that one hides but offered some appeal to him. He alludes to dishonest, disgraceful things like cunning by falsifying God’s word. I can’t imagine what it was like during that historical period. My intuition suggests today is ripe for exploring captivating themes, including AI, secular leadership, and connecting with those who practice unrighteousness through imitation. There are numerous ways to satisfy the senses of non-believers and weaken the offensive aspects of biblical truths for them.

Instead of compromising convictions, he exposed himself to everyone’s conscience (inner spirit), not their modern soulish thinking. He chose the path of leaning on the Holy Spirit to draw and convict of sin instead of camouflaging the shameful, manipulating thoughts of the mind.

For me, it revealed Paul’s character and convictions to trust God to work in people rather than allowing his melancholy to erode the full gospel of divine life. What has his transparency inspired within you in your unique situation? His transparency inspired me to do everything I can to allow the Holy Spirit to shape me more into the humanity of Jesus in this fallen world. I’m not there yet; however, I find everything Jesus spoke and performed to be completely right. I feel inspired to yield more of myself, letting God remold me into His values, character, and ways of interaction.

Honoring the Un-Honorable

As a parent, grandparent, great-grandparent, I’ve noticed there’s often a really good child, a reasonably good child, and a renegade child among each generation. Same parents, but very different children. It’s a frightening prospect to consider their adult lives.

Have you ever wondered if God has had to deal with that same pattern in us? I have recently been thinking of a phrase so often used in the Bible, … Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob; the first three generations of the family God chose. Why did He not identify Himself as the God of Adam, Cain, and Enoch? Why did He choose to be identified as the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob?

Abraham’s dad, Terah, was an idolator. (Joshua 24:2) Some Jewish traditions say he made idols.  The Bible does not specify how Abraham learned about Jehovah God. We just know the Bible reads Now the LORD said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you. And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and him who dishonors you I will curse, and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.” Genesis 12:1-3 (ESV) What would it take for a son, in that day, to break away from his dad’s belief system? He must have had some form of a maverick streak in him. Furthermore, Abraham was not sinless. Yet, from that point on, he was reasonably compliant with God. He came to be known as a “friend of God”. He had an extraordinary faith in God that he did not get from his biological family. In essence, Abraham served as a remarkable follower of God, much like an exemplary child. Jesus even identified Himself with Abraham. God is a God of excellent children.

Isaac believed in God, but not to the level his father did. We might say he was a very ordinary child of God. He was neither a wonder man like his father, nor a bad person. God is also the God of ordinary children.

What do we know about Jacob? If we look back into his youth, he was a deceiver. He manipulated his father and brother, Esau, out of his family birthright. He escaped his brother’s fury, only to find his match in his uncle Laban. Laban recognized Jacob’s deceitful nature and sought to outwit him. But that didn’t work well for him. Jacob, aided by God, managed to outsmart Laban and get some of his sheep. Not too many would call that being an excellent or even ordinary person. He was considered the black sheep of the family, a problematic child. However, God says He was also the God of Jacob. The all-night wrestling match with an angel God sent profoundly altered Jacob.

I wrote all that to point out that God is the God of the excellent, the ordinary, and even the not so good follower of God. I see that as very encouraging! When believers fall short, I find myself being critical. This person, like all of us, is created in God’s likeness. And God will wrestle with the bad believer because He loves and cares for them as He does the ordinary and excellent ones. We find it challenging to imitate Paul’s divinely inspired message, “Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor.” I face the challenge of spiritual maturity while also honoring individuals who may seem dishonorable. How about you?

Insights on Temptation

I suspect I subconsciously falsely assumed I had overcome Satan’s temptations. I erroneously thought I now knew his tactics, so I could ‘fly above’ them. The fact is, until a person is given the opportunity to disobey, a person cannot think of themselves as being above failing to obey. A few years back, I had forcefully preached that we must obey God’s nudging no matter what the consequences might be. I genuinely believed that to be the case. But it is easier to say than to practice. I was about to be tested with that belief.

That year was when our state wide church council elected/re-elected who would serve as the ‘superintendent’ for the next four years.  My wife nor I was interested at all in that role, nor did we feel qualified for it. Therefore, as I was about to stand to ask my name be removed from the list of candidates, I had my most powerful encounter with the Holy Spirit. He firmly asked, “Are you saying you won’t take this role?” I froze! How could I decline, having just preached so vehemently, that we must obey whatever God asked of us?  So, reluctantly, I kept my mouth shut.

That temptation was followed by Connie’s fatal illness. We had agreed not to resist God’s plan as we had so frequently earlier. While we repeatedly shared with Him our preferences, we cautiously accepted God’s decision to graduate her into His heaven. Having overcome our strong resistance to God’s plans, I felt I was now strong enough to resist whatever Satan might throw at me. What He had not yet made clear to me was that I had to totally stop trusting in myself and start trusting more completely in His leadership and control over my life.

To be more candid. While I learned some through that hard experience, after Connie’s death I had more to learn about not trusting in myself.

One day I clicked on what sounded like an interesting article about insects migrating into the Midwest. As soon as I clicked on it, my computer suddenly exploded with screaming voices that I was being scammed at my bank by several guys in Mexico. One screaming voice was telling me to call Microsoft immediately to stop the scam by locking down my computer. With my adrenaline pumping, I called the Microsoft phone number presented to me. But this phone number wasn’t Microsoft’s; it was a scam number. So, the saga proceeded.

Unfortunately, I had prided myself on being able to keep my poise in tense situations, and this was God’s way of showing me I cannot trust myself, my poise, or wisdom! I was literally in a state of shock for a couple of days. I was humiliated that I had been scammed! But it jolted me enough to understand I CANNOT TRUST ANYTHING about MYSELF. I honestly believe God allows Satan to throw everything at us like that to show proud people like me how I am just as vulnerable to temptation as everyone else. I will take serious steps to never forget what the Holy Spirit revealed to me about myself.

Each of us needs to understand; it is foolish to say we are too godly, poised, brilliant, resistant, or smart enough to be above Satan’s temptations. From that point on, I am much more cautious about making any decision without consciously trusting God about which direction I am to go. I have expanded that sobriety into all areas of my life. I continually ask God to please protect me from myself.

Envy or Jealousy

Have you ever felt jealous of what someone can do or possess? Was what you experienced envy, coveting, or jealousy? The feelings are similar and commonly confused; therefore, sometimes used interchangeably. Envy and coveting focus on wanting something someone else has that you want. Coveting is envy on steroids and therefore involves more conflict. If you don’t have or cannot do something someone else possesses or is able to do that you want for yourself, that describes the word envy. Coveting is when envy has become more aggressive. Jealousy has more to do with how you feel when someone tries to get from you what you already have. It could be said that it involves feeling threatened or fearful of losing what it possesses and therefore can become aggressive. Envy and coveting ask what this matter says about my worth. Jealousy asks if I am still feeling safe and valued. Jealousy is more intense than envy and therefore can be more intense than coveting if the threat intensifies.

So, what does the Bible mean when it says, “(for you shall worship no other god, for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God),” Exodus 34:14 (ESV). “For the LORD your God is a consuming fire, a jealous God.” Deuteronomy 4:24 (ESV). Among many other things, the cross is a vivid illustration of the heat of God’s jealousy. He allowed His own Son to be crucified in order to keep those who surrender their lives, their kingdom, to Him.

The truth is, God alone created us, then bought us back with the price of His Son’s death on the cross. Therefore, He alone deserves the right to ask us to “love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.” Mark 12:30 (ESV). That distinguishes Him from all the rest of creation, because He has the right to the absolute place of adoration, affection, consideration, and every other kind of attention and interest. Therefore, at root, jealousy is a tendency, at least, to take God’s place as King of our lives. He is the only one who has a right to be jealous. He created all things for Himself. Everything has its very being and existence through Him. Nothing would ever be, but for Him. Everything and everyone owe their very being to Him, and He stands, therefore, in the position of having the right, the absolute right, to pre-eminent place – to have everything, to have undivided, unreserved place.

Are we being envious and presumptuous toward God when we do whatever we want to do and expect Him to look the other way? He has a total right to ask of us whatever He desires of us, money, time, pleasure, passion, etc. It is at this point God will show His jealousy for what He created, then bought and paid for. What amazes me is that He not only rightfully asks these things from us, He is also so patient and long-suffering with us. He not only empowers us to follow His ways, but He also even gives us His joy when we give ourselves to obey Him.

Satan used envy when he tempted Eve by telling her she could be “like God”. (Gen. 3:5). What is the difference from him tempting us to do whatever pleasure presented us when, like Eve, we already know what the Bible teaches us about what sin is. We forget that this jealous God has the last word. Have we been careful to follow His ways, the ways of our culture, or our ways? We must remember, every knee shall bow before Him and give an account of what we have done with what He gave us.

Blindness

Blindness is dangerous, be it physical or metaphorical. When a physically blind person walks in front of a car, it is understandable. They cannot see the danger. Is a figuratively blind person equally vulnerable to disaster? We can dismiss a physically blind person for getting themselves into a dangerous position. But can we dismiss an allegorically blind person when they get themselves into a threatening position?

What perspective did Jesus have of those who crucified Him, both the Jewish leaders and the Roman soldiers? When he was dying on the cross, His infamous words were, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” Luke 23:34a (ESV) Was that true? Didn’t they know they were killing Him? Of course, they did. So how could He mean that? He could say that because they were totally blind to the truth that He was the Son of God.

Notice Jesus’s thinking after He healed the physically blind man. “Jesus heard they had cast him out [of the temple], and having found him he said, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?” He answered, “And who is he, sir, that I may believe in him?” Jesus said to him, “You have seen him, and it is he who is speaking to you.” He said, “Lord, I believe,” and he worshiped him.

Jesus then said, “For judgment I came into this world, that those who do not see may see, and those who see may become blind.” Some of the Pharisees near him heard these things, and said to him, “Are we also blind?” Jesus said to them, “If you were blind, you would have no guilt; but now that you say, ‘We see,’ your guilt remains. John 9:35-41 (ESV)

Even with the complexities involved in this exchange, it’s apparent that individuals who are mentally, emotionally, or spiritually blind can become aware of their previous blindness. However, their refusal to acknowledge it makes them guilty. So, was Jesus abdicating the soldiers who killed Him, but not the Jewish leaders. They were knowingly rejecting Jesus.

Could it be that those who are exposed to the truth have the opportunity for the Spirit to reveal the truth, making them able to open their eyes? While others remained stubbornly blind and are therefore guilty of the sin they willingly practice?

What can blind a person today? Can things like fear, shock, greed, sexual lust, anger, power, contempt, tradition, etc. blind a person? Most certainly! What might that suggest about believers whose conscience has become calloused, so they continue their unrighteous thinking and subsequent behavior? The prophet Isaiah made a very interesting statement. “Are you amazed and incredulous? Don’t you believe it? Then go ahead and be blind. You are stupid, but not from wine! You stagger, but not from liquor! For the LORD has poured out on you a spirit of deep sleep. He has closed the eyes of your prophets and visionaries [spiritual leaders]. Isaiah 29:9-10 (NLT2)

The longer the blind man experienced his new life through Christ, the more confident he became in the one who had healed him. He gained not only physical sight but also spiritual sight as he recognized Jesus. (John 9:17), When you turn to Christ, you see him differently. By the same token, it is possible for a believer to take God for granted when he/she knew better but continued following their fallen desires instead of beginning to think, respond and value what He values. If you want to avoid blindness and know more about Jesus, keep walking closer to him. Follow each nudge He gives, prompting you to alter something in your life. He purposes each of us to become more and more like Jesus in character, values, and ways.

Pleasing God

Is there anything more frustrating than desperately wanting to please someone and not being able to light the spark within them? Then someone else comes and does something, and they light up like a Christmas tree. The same thing can happen to your spouse, children, friends, and yes, God.

It is like trying to get your computer printer to work, and after trying everything you remember has worked before, it just sits there on the desk as still as a dark night. You call a computer expert and bingo; they hit the right buttons, and the printer comes alive.

Perhaps I’ve identified an issue that’s hindering God’s response to my efforts. Reflecting on it, I realize I try to predict God’s next action. I can become so distracted with His last assignment that I miss a turn when He makes it. The prayer I need the most is for the Holy Spirit to protect me from myself!!

Could it be that the idea that we cannot please God is mistaken? Perhaps our human perspective on pleasing God is so clouded by self-interest and expectations that we cannot see how simple it truly is.

We often try to get God’s attention or approval by doing what we think He desires, yet receive no response. What does it take to ‘wake God up’ and get Him to respond? David shared his frustration with God when he wrote, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer, by night, and am not silent. Psalm 22:1-2 (NIV) I wonder if God has similar frustrations with us at times.

I’m reminded of Moses’ words when he prayed, “If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you.” Exodus 33:13a (NIV) I’ve found things go much better when I’m on the same page God is on. He knows we are human and incapable of predicting Him. In contrast, we tend to think too highly of ourselves and believe we are solely responsible for success. That’s exactly the source of our difficulty. Rather than striving to do more, He desires that we humbly acknowledge our inability and desperation. He knows we need to lean completely on Him to cultivate the character, love, values, and ways of the Godhead. He wants us to give up our pride and need for control so He can mold us into His image. We will only be transformed into His image through reliance on Him.

Our immersion in present pleasures can blind us to coming developments. Our absorption in His previous assignment can lead to being blindsided when divine attention changes and we miss the curve in the road. We lay in the ditch in a daze, frustrated that He left us. Typically, when I am close to Him, I find great delight in serving others in His name. My enjoyment of this becomes so great that I assume He desires me to persist, causing me to not see when He shifts to address a different issue. While God wants us to find joy in our work with Him, we cannot allow our earthly assignment to become more important than our focus on Him. I, for one, must be more attentive to His moves, not my expectations.